Going Back To The Root Given By God
God has really prepared us for everything. For every single thing He has given to us is pointing to another thing He has prepared for us.
Going back to the root. Something I didn't really think. Partly, because I thought that I will always be with it. With all those tradition and things that has been with me since a long time. I didn't really think that I would go spiralized in my life. That I would go far and because of the noises at that time, I gave up my details about the root and the tradition. And then, I went and chased other things. Because, some people that got to root us at our crucial ages, they turned out squeezed by situation, condition, and externals. And, we got spiralized to in result. In another part, I didn't think that I would go back either because I was in stream and I did consciously I guess, spiralize myself somewhere far from my root. Even villainize or stigmatize my root or parts of it in a way. Because of foreign thinking.
Now that I have been led by God back here to my root, I feel like indeed after we go really far through the oceans... We will have this home-sick feeling. That yes, we truly yearn for our home and all those things that actually did work perfectly. Because, what work perfectly in one tradition doesn't equate the same for another. That also means that different people do innately think and behave differently. You may call it temper or intuition I guess but it is what it is. So, let's say chicken can fly in a sense. But, it is naturally designed to walk on earth. Duck can walk on earth. It can even fly far away. But, it is naturally designed to mostly spend its time on water. So, yes we are adaptable. Yet, we have an innate set of things that we do work and live perfectly and naturally. Maybe a duck who never went to the water will be confused as well. But, once it knows, it does really know and understand what it is made for. It is indeed faster with elders who guide us. But, there are occasions that individuals have to discover that themselves.
What we need to do now is going back to God and surrender everything to Him. Not in a way that people dictate us. But in a way that He intends us to do and to be. Because, He eventually does bring us there if we truly trust and ask Him and not forcing other views to Him.
Life-long journey will keep being itself so it doesn't mean that the journey ends here. But, several parts has find its closing. We do it smalls, and then we do another one. Maybe what God really wants from us is not the results itself. But the willingness to bear the journey together with Him, trust Him, and doing what we can for Him along the journey. Keep being with Him and keep walking the journey day by day. It never ends, it is never stuck until our last breath on earth.
