Feelings out of my chest


It's so stupid of me... Will this feeling in my chest subside if I finally have a husband or maybe a male wife?

Or will it just subside if I have a woman I really love? That I need someone to really love with all of me?

I feel so hard knowing that this feeling of wanting a marriage relationship is so deep within me.

Someone I can truly love. The one who can really loves me.

So stupid of me to want but maybe that's just part of me being human. 

I should pray for it. God will surely give me someone.... In this very world with these very natural rules.... Only God can give and answer everything I can ever need.


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